Sunday, December 17, 2006

YouTube - Passing the Flame SF style

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Bushism 102-The Movie

Bushism 102-music by Dj Temper
Images collected and edited into video by Ms. Cherish Hellfire

Monday, March 20, 2006

As I've Matured...

As I've Matured...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in...

I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others -
they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.

I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.

I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do,
unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working
in your house, one of your kids did it

I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and
all the less important ones just never go away.
And the real pains in the ass are permanent.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

The Meaning of Life-# 323

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves. Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us: It is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.-
Marianne Williamson

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Nijo Castle

Hi all. I wanted to let you all know about this place that I am now frequenting in Newark. It's called Nijo Castle. Some of the best Japanese food that you will find in the area, but the real draw at this establishment is the people there. Jimmy the manager and his crew of very polite,funny,easy going, yet very professional staff make any experience there a good one. I, personally have been going there stricktly for the kareokee. Whoops! Did I say that out loud? I guess I did. regardles of any social stigmas about kareokee, it is so much fun. I garuntee that if you go there and get up to sing a song, you will be having at least ten times more fun than anyone not singing. Sure, it can be embarrasing, but thats why Dawn, aka"The best bartender in the Bay Area" is certain to be your best friend for the evening. She is very knowledgable about all things mixed and delicious, and she makes one hell of a batch of Lemon Drops. I highly recomend this establishment to anyone with in hearing distance. Oh, and one more thing...their much fabled "Nijo Idol" kareokee contest has a $500.00 purse for the winner. Trust me and just go. Any amount of fun/humiliation is worth it for that kind of money,especially when a few drinks are involved.

Saturday, February 25, 2006


Buddhism aims to awaken people to the limitless potential and value of their own lives. Buddhist philosophy and practice bring about a positive transformation in the depths of life, transforming fear into courage, deluded impulses into wisdom, and egotism to compassion.

Buddhism begins with individuals deciding to take responsibility for their own individual lives, reforming first themselves and their immediate surroundings and relations, and then gradually extending their wisdom, courage and compassion into a wider sphere.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

101 little know facts about me.

101 little know facts about me

1- Ms. Hellfire is not my real name.
2-I have 3 bat tattoos on my belly, and one on my arm.
3-I have 2 tattoos of the moon, and one of the sun.
4-I was born at the same hospital as my little brother in St. Charles, Il.
5-Im not tickelish...unless I want to be.
6-I have Native American ancestry in my genes. Spanish and Irish too.
7-I love tacos.
8-I have been bitten by only 3 dogs in my life. I bit back.
9-I have 2 brothers, one older than I, one not older than I.
10-Iv'e owned 2 parrots.
11-Purple is my favorite color.
12-Black is my favorite color, if I have to have clothes on.
13-I love to write about pretty much anything.
14-My shoe size is smaller than my hat size.
15-My hat size is larger than my glove size.
16-My glove size is equal to my panty size.
17-I have a tattoo of a black X on my left forefinger.
18-I did that one myself when I was 16 while getting stoned behind the tennis courts during lunch at high school.
19-I would rather take a bath than a shower.
20-I have very vivid dreams. Usually about being a super-mutant.
21-I wasn't able to walk for many years following a spinal cord injury.
22-I love to eat peanut butter and jam right out of the jar, with out bread.
23-I love anything written by William S. Burroughs.
24-Iv'e read the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series 8 times.
25-I'll read the Hithhikers Guide to the Galaxy series at least 8 more times.
26-My parents used to be cowboys, than indians, than catholic, than jehovahs witnesses.
27-Im a Buddist.
28-I had a bone tumor removed from my left leg when I was 19. My left calf is still kinda flat there.
29-My right nipple is pierced 3 times.
30-My left nipple is pierced 3 times too, twice horizontally, once vertically.
31-I want a revolution.
32-I dye my hair magenta with great regularity.
33-I used to have a dog names Monster.
34-He wasn't really a monster.
35-I used to have an Iguana named Xena. She was almost 5 feet long, and a vegan.
36-Nosocomephobia is one of me pet bĂȘte noire's.
37-Every morning, I go outside and sit in the sun to recharge my emotional batteries.
38-The scar shaped like a Z on my left arm is really a brand. I did that myself.
39- The numbers 3 and 9 always show up in my phone numbers and addresses, as well as important dates, including my birthday.
40- I am a virgo.
41-I love to play first-person shooter video games.
42-This laptop was bought for me by my ex-girl friend after we broke up.
43-I love all of David Bowies music. Especially 'Rebel Rebel'.
44-I used to have a studio in Dekalb, Il that was fashioned after Andy Warhols "Factory". It was completely covered in foil on the inside.
45-My friends and I declared our own country inside that studio.
46-I used to paint 18 hours a day.
47-I love to play guitar.
48-My favorite song in the entire world is 'Sleepwalk', by Santo & Johnny, circa 1958.
49-I use fore-arm crutches to walk. I also use them to turn off lights, pull things to me, and to balance my camera when i am taking pictures.
50-I didn't think that I would have even 50 things to write when I started to write this. Apparently, I was mistaken.
51-I make friends with men much easier than I do with women.
52-I make better lovers with women than I do with men.
53-I am intersexed.
54-I can cross my eyes, and have one move back and forth.
55. I can write my name forewards and backwards like a mirror relection at the same time using both hands.
56-I can write backwards quite easily.
57-I am ambidextrous and hyperactive.
58-I was almost named Tuesday when I was born.
59-My mother also considered Lyon.
60-My mothers middle name is Hilda.
61-My fathers nickname used to be Turtle.
62-When I was 20, I shaved my head.
63-I used to have a 12" tall blue mohawk.
66-I have had 7 addresses in the last year.
67-I have also had 7 phone numbers. I can't remember any of them right now.
68-Adam Ant used to be my idol. In high school, I used to wear a black upside down cross above my right eye like he did in his "Prince Charming" video.
69-I still love Adam Ant.
70-When I walk, my right legs drags, so i try to make it look like I am walking "cool".
71-My ass doesn't shake like it used to, but it still shakes.
72-I have a 10" scar from my ass to my midback.
73-I have titanium in and around my spine.
74-I am a real bionic woman.
75-The dancing sequence in the second Matrix movie gets me hotter than any porn ever could.
76-I don't masturbate as much as I should.
77-I believe everyone should masturbate.
78-I also believe that the people who deny doing it the most probably do it the most, but with guilt. Poor babies.
79-I love all of the music produced by Bauhaus, Tones on Tail, Love and Rockets, David J, Danial Ash, and Peter Murphy. Even the Bubbleman song.
80-I prefer Beatles more than Rolling Stones.
81-I like Rolling Stones more than Aerosmith.
82-I'd rather listen to any music instead of than silence, even if it's Slim Whitman.
83-My belly button is peirced.
84-So is my nose.
85-When I was 16, I was beaten up by local hicks in Illinois for being queer. My nose was broken very badly, and my nose stud was pushed through my nostril and into my cheek. Now I wear a piercing on the other nostril.
86- I didn't learn my lesson. I'm still queer.
87-Because of who and how I am, the line between my friends and lovers gets blurry fairly often.
88-Yves Kline is my favorite modern artist.
89-I used to love anything Disney.
90-I collect stuffed animals....usually teddy bears and the occasional stuffed bat.
91-The bat is my spirit animal. They are the symbol of birth, death, and rebirth.
92-I can't hear 'American Woman' by Lenny Kravitz with out shaking my head sidways like he does in the video. Even if it hurts.
94-I like to pretend I'm a vampire.
95-I have to pee very badly right now, but I only have 5 more interesting things about myself to write, so I will do that first.
96-I spend most of my time on the floor. It's better than getting on the floor by accident, and the floor is pretty difficult to fall off of, although Iv'e done it before.
97-I used to have a cat named Ichabod
98-< is doing the dooty dance.
99-I still believe I am going to be a rock star some day.
100-Writting 100 things about myself was fun. I think everyone should try it.
101-I almost always have something to say.

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.
Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)